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Hello, you've reached the Doctor, not at the TARDIS, well, maybe at the TARDIS, won't know until I answer, leave me a message after the TARDIS engine sound if you've got one, just a "please help" is fine although more details would probably be good, whatever you can manage, and I'll get back to you, and maybe save your planet, ta!

[Followed right after by about a second of the sound of TARDIS engines, followed by the thump of its landing.

Feel free to leave a message for the (eleventh) Doctor here!]

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From:

bigbadrose

I had sex with your future. Not in your universe, obviously, but here. I know you were worried about him hurting me, but your past has been doing that since Day 1. And I was more hurt when we were fighting. Eyebrows fixed things with me and Sandshoes, but the latter hasn't touched me since River went back. And when I asked why, I mentioned I'd been with Guitarist. He did the sort of but maybe not willing to say it thing like he did before with me and Jack, and insisted the problem is that he and I aren't in sync enough to read each other's movements through intuition alone. I told him to get some rest and think on what he wants, which he thought I meant wrt Eyebrows instead of just me.

I'm not asking for permission or forgiveness from anyone. I don't even feel guilty. I did for over a year, and even though I was the one head over heels for him, he was the one who convinced me to let everything go and River was nothing to do with me and I didn't need to try to protect her from me, him, or herself.

I'm not venting. Either we've fought so much it doesn't faze me as much anymore, or being an angel is actually giving me better temperament. But I want to keep you abreast of it, since it's half-you, half-sibling trio with you in the middle, and I'm sorry, because that's such rubbish.

I love you, I wish everything was okay, I'll keep working on making it even better.

Thanks for being the most stable Doctor, fwiw, I'm always listening, if you ever need or want anything, also to vent haaah??? <3
Love again,
Rose

P.S. will notify you of updates, good or bad unless you don't want it, yeah? Which lol, totally understandable, sorry we're always such a mess though.

From:

bigbadrose

I keep forgetting, he gets jealous really easily. I guess even of... yourself?????

Just. Please start reminding me that. He lied about not getting jealous of Jack and that was a big deal, because I take him at his word. And when I don't, I get mad and do things that hurt him, and that hurts me. Remind me to press him when he does things like say he's not jealous or upset, please.

And please don't scold me for your older self.

I'm looking after myself. Now more than ever. I promise.

- Love you
XOXO
Rose Tyler